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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>Artist. People-lover. Chapstick addict. Aspiring badass.</description><title>The Color of Truth is Grey</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @thecoloroftruthisgrey)</generator><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>niknak79:

The Bad dad more looks fun
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f01d921d9676a3b8d4516475c0313470/tumblr_mohyc9ZDR21ql2603o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://niknak79.tumblr.com/post/53126010165/the-bad-dad-more-looks-fun" target="_blank"&gt;niknak79&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The Bad dad more looks fun&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53171029255</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53171029255</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:22:21 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>zodiacsociety:

Leo Zodiac Facts:
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8db88928aaec9355e27318f4a4156813/tumblr_moiapnClLP1qisjo9o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://zodiacsociety.tumblr.com/post/53158396326" target="_blank"&gt;zodiacsociety&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Leo Zodiac Facts:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53170694797</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53170694797</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:17:33 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>krussellx23:

mtnduh:


Coca-Cola’s long experimented with its...</title><description>&lt;embed src="http://creativity-online.com/video/player.swf" quality="high" bgcolor="#869ca7" width="400" height="225" name="player" align="middle" play="true" loop="false" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" flashvars="config=http://creativity-online.com/xml/config.player.php&amp;p=31614" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://krussellx23.tumblr.com/post/53166435304" target="_blank"&gt;krussellx23&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mtnduh.tumblr.com/post/50996661676/coca-colas-long-experimented-with-its-vending" target="_blank"&gt;mtnduh&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Coca-Cola’s long experimented with its vending machines, trying to make them more technologically advanced than the average soda-spitter-outer.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;In the past, they’ve been known to give you a beverage only if you give them a&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://creativity-online.com/work/cocacola-hug-machine/27072" target="_blank"&gt;hug&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt;, or if you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://creativity-online.com/work/cocacola-sing-for-me-vending-machine/30218" target="_blank"&gt;dance or sing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;in front of them. Now, the beverage giant is attempting a much loftier goal: world peace.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;h1&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.adage.com/article/agency-news/coke-s-attempt-unite-indians-pakistanis/241561/" target="_blank"&gt;Behind Coke’s Attempt to Unite Indians and Pakistanis with Vending Machines&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h1&gt;
&lt;p&gt;this video is tears — like cryingidon’tcareitmustnotbecapitalismihopeit’sreal tears it’s so stunning&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;always reblog.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Reblogging for BEAUTY.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53170549735</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53170549735</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:15:27 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>earthmoonlotus:

ok THIS is messed up. THIS is SERIOUSLY messed...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c62b46ecb9df1bf1085bca7d3409def9/tumblr_mogy2tZ7g11rioelho1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://earthmoonlotus.tumblr.com/post/53078471461/ok-this-is-messed-up-this-is-seriously-messed-up" target="_blank"&gt;earthmoonlotus&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ok THIS is messed up. THIS is SERIOUSLY messed up.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53170319458</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/53170319458</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:12:10 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>homleschapel:

summer is real cute until every fuckin type of insect comes out of the 8th circle of...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://homleschapel.tumblr.com/post/51184980340/summer-is-real-cute-until-every-fuckin-type-of" target="_blank"&gt;homleschapel&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;summer is real cute until every fuckin type of insect comes out of the 8th circle of hell&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52897591801</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52897591801</guid><pubDate>Thu, 13 Jun 2013 17:58:19 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"One day, you realize that there are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same..."</title><description>“One day, you realize that there are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;I Wrote This For You (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fuckoff-mondays.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"&gt;fuckoff-mondays&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52897546961</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52897546961</guid><pubDate>Thu, 13 Jun 2013 17:57:41 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>ask-a-den:

pocketostars:

taeyeon-9muses-rilakkuma-ohyeah:

Clev...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2d4113c35ec4d518a4a5a9b36d4801cd/tumblr_mmqr5stTFR1rmk05xo2_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/79e1b157153a7cdf6c1888b18b93b07b/tumblr_mmqr5stTFR1rmk05xo5_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/da264d7a6bb809b339670b227c33f332/tumblr_mmqr5stTFR1rmk05xo4_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/349860be0890781df2ede371942f21ae/tumblr_mmqr5stTFR1rmk05xo3_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ddd95e1f25ac1202f50fa76b5c481b18/tumblr_mmqr5stTFR1rmk05xo1_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ask-a-den.tumblr.com/post/52816922220/pocketostars-taeyeon-9muses-rilakkuma-ohyeah" target="_blank"&gt;ask-a-den&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://pocketostars.tumblr.com/post/52685963195/taeyeon-9muses-rilakkuma-ohyeah-clever-way-of" target="_blank"&gt;pocketostars&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://taeyeon-9muses-rilakkuma-ohyeah.tumblr.com/post/50365739899/clever-way-of-getting-his-features-in-there-cr" target="_blank"&gt;taeyeon-9muses-rilakkuma-ohyeah&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Clever way of getting his features in there&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;cr:  &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCTbR9Taox4" target="_blank"&gt;thqys&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Utilizing the critical thinking skills and greater levels of maturity assumed by my college degree, I deduced that I could make butt pancakes.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/e325a53bab79d79f6474f3e3a60984dc/tumblr_inline_mo7om24fmV1qz4rgp.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/9fb9919bd48c8be2b1e9b95f1b6d8490/tumblr_inline_mo7olrVkck1qz4rgp.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;BUTT PANCAKES. Your argument is invalid.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52897113586</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52897113586</guid><pubDate>Thu, 13 Jun 2013 17:51:35 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>TAMI.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d285b42492847a549369557bbcff4204/tumblr_moa5nb13HN1sqeq4to1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;TAMI.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795555431</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795555431</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 12:09:16 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>year-of-me:

Gotta start somewhere, right? One step at a time....</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/08011a4872113ae61168d0782f36554a/tumblr_moadi5jyH11s4fbj4o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://year-of-me.tumblr.com/post/52793092541/gotta-start-somewhere-right-one-step-at-a-time" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;year-of-me&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Gotta start somewhere, right? One step at a time. You can do it! Smile =)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795465106</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795465106</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 12:07:43 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>motherjones:


Lego figures’ heads have been getting angrier over time. That’s according to a...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://motherjones.tumblr.com/post/52733810804/lego-figures-heads-have-been-getting-angrier-over" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;motherjones&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/c18224e46865a9aea00909bfa7666c6d/tumblr_inline_mo8xs57eEF1qz4rgp.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Lego figures’ heads have been getting angrier over time. That’s according to a &lt;a href="http://bartneck.de/publications/2013/agentsWithFaces/bartneckLEGOAgent.pdf" target="_blank"&gt;serious academic paper&lt;/a&gt; (PDF) that analyzes the plastic figures’ facial expressions. More study may be required, write the researchers, to fully understand “the influence the LEGO Minifigures’ facial appearance have on LEGO users over time.” (h/t &lt;a href="http://blogs.smithsonianmag.com/smartnews/2013/06/lego-faces-are-getting-angrier/" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Smithsonian&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795352619</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795352619</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 12:05:44 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcudgqIeMa1rslc65o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795244521</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795244521</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 12:03:53 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>zodiacsociety:

Leo Zodiac Facts:</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/df6e105c90983902ec89844a65e86756/tumblr_mo9cbuowCJ1qisjo9o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://zodiacsociety.tumblr.com/post/52758859285" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;zodiacsociety&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Leo Zodiac Facts:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795122174</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52795122174</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 12:01:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>magicalnaturetour:

raisiya2009</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5ac4de89a34e1e362f8337abba1f21dc/tumblr_mo6uwb3zui1qa9omho1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://magicalnaturetour.tumblr.com/post/52748364836" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;magicalnaturetour&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://fotki.yandex.ru/users/raisiya2009/tags/%D1%81%D0%BE%D0%BB%D0%BD%D1%86%D0%B5/view/566252?page=0" target="_blank"&gt;raisiya2009&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52794717371</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52794717371</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 11:54:57 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>prettycolors:

#94fd49</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2a326dcad44e71203f14ede3dc7a23fb/tumblr_mnxuw6LSQd1qzzelmo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://prettycolors.tumblr.com/post/52791320492/94fd49" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;prettycolors&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;#94fd49&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52794709113</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52794709113</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 11:54:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>LGBT Laughs: jcatgrl: things i want to see more of in fiction (a partial...</title><description>&lt;a href="http://lgbtlaughs.tumblr.com/post/52791796556/jcatgrl-things-i-want-to-see-more-of-in-fiction"&gt;LGBT Laughs: jcatgrl: things i want to see more of in fiction (a partial...&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://jcatgrl.tumblr.com/post/49634416425/things-i-want-to-see-more-of-in-fiction-a-partial" target="_blank"&gt;jcatgrl&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;things i want to see more of in fiction (a partial list):&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;female bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;male bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;cis bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;trans* bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;non-binary bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;monogamous bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;polyamorous bisexuals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;bisexuals who are promiscuous&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;bisexuals who have never had sex&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;biromantic…&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52794677548</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52794677548</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Jun 2013 11:54:14 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>zodiacchic:

ZodiacChic Post:Leo
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/90a1a84ab37d10f06638dd79798dd408/tumblr_mo5amwTahh1qhtz5xo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://zodiacchic.tumblr.com/post/52575102823" target="_blank"&gt;zodiacchic&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ZodiacChic Post:Leo&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52577252158</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52577252158</guid><pubDate>Sun, 09 Jun 2013 18:05:28 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>prettycolors:

#efb115
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8aa863d381443c32361fce341753e027/tumblr_mno9ejyTVH1qzzelmo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://prettycolors.tumblr.com/post/52311052879/efb115" target="_blank"&gt;prettycolors&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;#efb115&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52350008884</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52350008884</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Jun 2013 22:42:20 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>dessiedoesart:

Hummingbird Skeletons 
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltc4d1N1R41qgn106o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dessiedoesart.tumblr.com/post/11669335189/hummingbird-skeletons" target="_blank"&gt;dessiedoesart&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Hummingbird Skeletons &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52349973131</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52349973131</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Jun 2013 22:41:51 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>clientsfromhell:


Client: I need an ad created for a magazine spread we’re doing.
Me: Okay, what...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://clientsfromhell.net/post/52322032470/client-i-need-an-ad-created-for-a-magazine-spread" target="_blank"&gt;clientsfromhell&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;

&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Client:&lt;/strong&gt; I need an ad created for a magazine spread we’re doing.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Me:&lt;/strong&gt; Okay, what size ad do you need?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Client:&lt;/strong&gt; Full page.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Me:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;a href="http://clientsfromhell.net/post/30528996485/me-what-do-you-want-the-dimensions-to-be" target="_blank"&gt;I meant dimensions&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Client:&lt;/strong&gt; Um, just make it full page and they can crop it if they need to.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Me:&lt;/strong&gt; We’ll come back to that. What do want the ad to say?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Client:&lt;/strong&gt; No idea.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Me:&lt;/strong&gt; Do you have any direction for me?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Client:&lt;/strong&gt; Make it kickass.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52349884444</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52349884444</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Jun 2013 22:40:40 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>I haven&amp;#8217;t been on here in a million years because all I do is work and school and it&amp;#8217;s...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I haven&amp;#8217;t been on here in a million years because all I do is work and school and it&amp;#8217;s really hard to tumble when the computer you sit at all day is visible to nearly every walk-in that comes through the door. I&amp;#8217;m not afraid of people judging the nudies that pop up on my dash; I just don&amp;#8217;t want to lose my job because of it. I still need as much money as I can possibly get.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I feel like this summer could be good. Even just seeing everybody last weekend helped me feel reconnected, which is something I&amp;#8217;ve needed lately. I need to socialize. I need to get out more.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I walk into the Center for my one shift a week and I can&amp;#8217;t help but get exhausted. Part of me doesn&amp;#8217;t want to go back in the fall. Part of me knows that I need to. Chances are, I will. They&amp;#8217;ll need me. I&amp;#8217;ll need them. It&amp;#8217;s that whole symbiotic relationship kind of thing, you know.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I&amp;#8217;m so frustrated lately because I&amp;#8217;m so ready to be my goal weight. People keep telling me how good I look and how much happier I seem and how much better I look in my clothes&amp;#8230; but I just can&amp;#8217;t accept it. Not yet. And it&amp;#8217;s not like getting down to my goal is going to be some breakthrough event or something. I just want to know that I can do it and that my body is capable of it. I want to know that I can still be as pretty as I was in high school. And until I get there, I&amp;#8217;m going to brush off or shy away from any compliment that&amp;#8217;s given to me. I feel like i can&amp;#8217;t help it, and for anyone I&amp;#8217;ve possibly offended, I&amp;#8217;m sorry. This is just something  I need to do for myself. Once I know I can, I&amp;#8217;ll be able to listen to all of you again. You&amp;#8217;ve helped me through so much already, and I can&amp;#8217;t thank you enough for it.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I feel like I might be the only one who&amp;#8217;s ready to get out of here. I&amp;#8217;m stoked about turning 21 and completing senior year and going through all the ceremonies and stuff, but I&amp;#8217;m more excited, I think, about actually being in the real world. I know that terrifies most people but god&amp;#8230; I can&amp;#8217;t wait to not have a desk job and get out here and start proving myself &amp;#8220;for real.&amp;#8221; I&amp;#8217;m ready to be a leader again, and I&amp;#8217;m so tired of the routine that just seems to accompany college life. I&amp;#8217;m ready to grow and advance and achieve and succeed and make a difference. Sure, I can do that here, but I can only get so far in the world of glorified academia.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Other thoughts for the night?? Um&amp;#8230; I&amp;#8217;ve started having a &amp;#8220;healthy&amp;#8221; obsession (pun intended) for organic food. I think I&amp;#8217;ve been to EarthFare three times in the past week and I&amp;#8217;m proud of myself for finally getting in there and getting jazzed about &amp;#8220;real food.&amp;#8221; It was intimidating a few years ago to walk in. It was very overwhelming. Now everything in there is awesome and I can understand what the labels and stuff mean. I think right now, the kids cereals are my absolute favorite.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My cat is still as cute as ever. He&amp;#8217;s big now. And on nights like this where it&amp;#8217;s rainy and gross, I&amp;#8217;m so glad I have him.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I&amp;#8217;m grateful for my girlfriend too. I won&amp;#8217;t say much on her right now for fear of boring everyone with sappiness and butterflies and shit. But I think we&amp;#8217;re both managing the distance thing as well as we can. She still loves me. I still love her. She makes me happy every day. She&amp;#8217;s my best friend.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Goodnight to you all, and have a beautiful weekend. (Frankly, I just wanted to assure all of you that I was still alive.)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52349658284</link><guid>http://thecoloroftruthisgrey.tumblr.com/post/52349658284</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Jun 2013 22:37:40 -0400</pubDate><category>update</category><category>life</category><category>personal</category><category>me</category></item></channel></rss>
